Right now, as I sit and type this, I'm having to literally hold myself back from tossing my computer out of a window and screaming in rage. I wrote a long, thought-out post and published it earlier. I even linked up with the Challenge. But NO!......It couldn't be easy......Just now, when I went to add day 9, I discover day 8 has disappeared. Seriously? So rather than waste a lot of time whining and looking for it, here's day 8 & 9 of
Paula's June Challenge all rolled into one. Ergh.....
Day 8 -A MOMENT YOU FELT THE MOST SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE
There have been a few similar moments: Helping a particular student reach his goals {finally}, the birth of my babies, standing in a Chinese forest all alone {thinking}.....and then there was my graduation from college.
As far as graduation goes, it wasn't the actual schooling or degree that gave me satisfaction, but the fact that I did it, despite the naysayers. You see, I'd always been a terrific student...until High School that is. Whether it was divorce issues at home, immaturity, or laziness, I stopped caring so much about school in high school. All I thought about was getting out of there and never looking back.
That's probably the reason for the critics when I mentioned going to college. I had plenty of advice givers telling me things like, "Are you sure you'd even finish? College doesn't seem like your thing. You can't afford to go."
The day I finished, there were no big parties or celebrations. I didn't even walk in the ceremony. For me, it was enough to have the satisfaction of knowing that, despite the odds and some people's expectations......I did it!
Day 9 -WHAT DO YOU HOPE YOUR FUTURE WILL BE LIKE?
Ahhh...the future. Seems I'm always looking that way, trying to see what's ahead, although I never get a clear picture of what that time will be like. If I have my choice, my future will look something like this:
Okay, so maybe not this place exactly, but for sure a place with beautiful scenery {like the one pictured here on the Northwest Coast}, cold weather, and snow fall. A place where life is a little slower and relaxed. This is where I'll hang with my girls....read, craft, and blog.
Here, in my coastal retreat, I'll write those books I always meant to, and run my {very successful} business from my home. And no, I am not yet aware of what that business will be.....if I knew, I'd be jumping in right this second, right?
Because of the business' success, I should be able to afford to travel throughout Europe and Asia. Maybe I could have cabin here and a cabin there. Have you seen the beautiful, old English cottages?!
But alas, despite these grand plans, the simple truth is this: I want the future to be better. I want to be financially secure, at peace, and healthy. I want to have more courage, to try the things I currently am afraid to. I want to have a deeper peace and understanding of those around me, and I want {very much} for my life to make a difference somehow. The rest would be icing on the cake!
So there you have it....future plans and DREAMS. Where do you see yourself in the future?
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